CLARA's lil' secret place. (:

Why did things changed so much?

2011-06-20T01:38:00.000-07:00

I guess nobody ever reads this blog anymore (:
Well, this might as well be my diary.

You know, i really am so tired of crying already. its not what i can control.
I just feel sad over some matters, and i cant contain my sadness you know.
I weren't like this in the past. Look at me, I don't know why I've changed so much.
Perhaps cause i'm too attached to you? i really don't know.
Every single action or words you do or say affects me a lot a lot.
Had you really changed?
People say "honeymoon" period only lasts for the first few months.
i hope that's not true when it comes to us yeah..
it really kills me inside when i remember the past, where you used to treat me so good, but less sweet now.
Sometimes i really wonder if its true when you say you're not tired of me. You are so Hot & Cold towards me sometimes.. Sometimes super sweet and sometimes really not caring about me at all.
I don't know who to tell my sadness to. Only to let everything out at night when i cry myself to bed.
I really hate all of this you know..

Can you treat me a little bit better? Pleasee... My heart really hurts like #$@!%#$%#.

2011-02-11T05:36:00.001-08:00

Why didn't you do anything?
Have you really changed?

2011-02-11T05:35:00.001-08:00

Puffy red eyes ):

2010-12-24T03:13:00.000-08:00

you probably wouldn't even know how i feel right now.
you probably wouldn't know tears are flowing down my cheeks right now.
you said no secrets between us..
what happened?

I dont know what you are thinking! ):

2010-12-02T07:19:00.000-08:00

Why am i always so tired cause of you? ):
You know very well i cant read minds right?
Why cant u tell me what's going on.
Do you even know how worried you made me?
Why cant u just say out what you are thinking?
Is it really so difficult?
Sometimes i really don't know what's going on or where did i go wrong.
Argh. Freaking lots of questions in my head now.
How i wish you could answer them all.
i miss the last time us. Where are the 2 happy people? ):
Could we go back?
I AM FREAKING VEXED!

Clark quay!

2010-01-07T07:28:00.000-08:00

Went Clark Quay today with WHIONA!

She came my house freaking early in the morning cause her computer is spoilt and i open the door and went back to sleep. Felt super paiseh cause i said i will wake up after thirty minutes but in the end slept two hours.

Planned to watch the vanpire movie but din't make it so we watched ....

It was quite nice! (:

I thought it was NC16 at first but it was PG. disappointed, no interesting scenes. LOL.

There is a new Dog movie in cinemas now! Forget the movie title, but if i'm not wrong, the dog is an AKITA!

VERY very very cute and huggable! (: MUST WATCH MUST WATCH!

Went Clark Quay after movie to walk walk (: The shop houses are so colourful and somehow, they looked like candies to me.

It was very difficult to walk around in Central as it is quite like a maze.. especially travelling from one part of the building to another..

But there are cute lil' rabbits and guinea pigs there! and really really cute, they looked as if they had their hair spiked (:

The picture is supposed to be bright cause

Fiona is in it, but idk what happened.

And next time if I'm really very very rich, i will waste my money on this! (:

The red circle is where the people are swung up to! (:

Seems thrilling? (((:

Must go take the ride next time! :D

memories :D

2010-01-06T09:57:00.000-08:00

Went out today with Jun Jie, Janice, Sandy, Jing En, Malin, Alex, Jingle, Benjamin and Eryu to Cathay cineplex for a movie outing as we've not been meeting up for quite a long time!

I agree that cathay cineplex is not an easy place to find as there were no sign boards leading from the mrt stations and we had to find our own way.. luckily! Jun Jie knew the way and brought us there! :D

Bought 9 tickets for Sherlock Holmes and it was quite scary.. I mean the sound effects, FREAKING LOUD!

The movie was quite nice! :D Went for dinner aft that at Plaza Sing's Pastamania. ( note : 2nd pasta meal of the day. ) TIME FOR DIET! ((:

There was this poster that caught my eye on that day! New movie!

A new vampire movie! After twilight New Moon etc etc.. Movies starring vampires seems to be everyone's favourite now (: because the sneak preview tickets are selling fast (:

End of the day! decided to went Sandy's house overnight with Ben. Mind you, do turn on the lights when Ben's around or else will see white shirt floating. i don't think he will see this (:
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Time to sleep! (: Gonna wake up early cause WHIONA's gonna come my house early to use my computer cause her's is spoilt. Last: pictures of yesterday! (:

Actually all of these are gotten from Facebook (:

BFFs :D

2009-12-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

it might be very random, but thanks for being there always.
i know i had not appreciate a lot that you've done and i'm sorry.
but i'm glad i had known you.
after this year, there might be chances of zero that we might meet again.
hope we'll still stay in contact.
forget the unpleasant memories and keep the good one alright?
thanks for everthing :D

2009-11-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

my gosh.
cant believe Os going to be over!
hahahaha. after that is all play time :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING EN!

Happy birthday jing en! hahas.
thanks for being such a great friend!
always there with a ear or shoulder for me (:
thanks pau! haha. four years of friendship and counting on uh(:
we muz stay in contact even if we land up in different places okay?
All the best in everything! (:
I♥LOVEPAU! (:

MY GOSH! SUPER NICE! ((:

2009-11-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

JAY'S super talented luh :D

2009-09-19T07:34:00.000-07:00

Went zoo to celebrate Alex's birthday (:
haha. very very fun! cause all the animals there very cute.
if there's a chance, i'll want to be a zookeeper (:

The end (:

*i cannot deny i miss the old you. perhaps i've been thinking too much.
but, you're a very very good friend (: memories will be memories. hahs.

(:

2009-09-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

i miss ting tong ):

a cat that is there to listen to your troubles (:

HEART-KUN! ♥

2009-08-29T04:45:00.000-07:00

Was browsing through the net and this dog caught my eye! (:

OMGGGG. its like.. super unique! haha. i think its priceless. muhahaha.

ITS CALLED... HEART-KUN ♥! a dog which has a heart shaped mark on his body! ((:

HEART KUN! ♥

Its baby! (:

Also has that heart shaped mark (:

very cute right! if only i can go snatch it (:

*i asked all the questions and i'm glad (:

seriously very very glad. hahaha.

so! please dun jump to any conclusions before u think here think dere. haha. nights ((:

HAHaha.. laughters disappearing..

2009-07-11T10:21:00.000-07:00

cant sleep ):

why cant things go the way we want?

why cant people be easily satisfied?

why do the past keeps floating up right infront of us?

why are promises made?

why cant we follow our hearts..

everything just seems to go in the opposite direction..

is it correct? i don't know. i hope everything is alright now (:

haha. nothing matters anymore, cause i'm tired and its time to sleep! (:

LOST BAG!

2009-06-10T03:20:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness. i lost around 800++ in a day! argh!

went to kfc and bought stuff and left my bag on the chair.

and when i went back my bag was MISSING!

got 2 phones inside plus calculator $20! and most importantly, all my chem notes and holiday homework.. wth. ._. now hav to redo everyth. argh!

but heng got 2 witness saw a guy tooking it. ((:

plus he wear one CHEERUP shirt. LOL!

whr got ppl want to steal things wear such colourful shirts. ._.

made a police report and hope dat i can find it back (:

i hope the person who took my bag get swine flu.LOL. ._.

so if u hav my number can pls sms me ur no to my old no? thanks a lot!

really appreciated ((:

friends?

2009-06-06T10:10:00.000-07:00

I have always believed in friends forever.

pls, do not make me lose this belief.

and turn us into this!

and , always leave behind an answer or explanation.

it doesn't feels good when question marks are all over in your head.

i lost a good friend? maybe.

i presume things wont be the same again?

maybe it takes time.. alot Alot ALOT of time..

oh, time to sleep! (:

Dug up photos ((:

2009-06-03T10:53:00.000-07:00

Boredom kills me. :D

here are some random photos. (:

its getting late.. nights! (:

*Who can i trust?....

2009-01-27T05:45:00.001-08:00

HELLO! ((:
super long nvr use comp le. hahas.
today went jane's hse to bai nian!!
there were me, jane, guiting, dolly, amanda at first! (:
den i lost $23 during DD! ):
but got back 7.40!
haha so still left $15.60 more ._.
then went to fetch fiona, ben, yilun, ziyi.
aft that went back played and won $12!! haha. $3++ more to go. xD
aha! thanks jane for cooking pasta too. v nice (:
in e end went home arnd 9. aiyo.
damn tired lah. dun even feel like going sku tml. haha.
haha. pictures! (:

hohoho! i'm off to elephants land ))))):

2008-12-25T03:24:00.000-08:00

omg! very sad. i'm spending my birthday w/ elephants ):

suddenly miss singapore super lots.. cuz all my friends are here! (:

ltr i going to see fei mao! (:

at my ahma house. haha. she's super chubby.

rounded de. haha. i dunno if it can walk sia.. i think it's 7 yrs old le..

i hope my friends will miss me wor haha.

but this time maby nv bring back stuffs le.. ):

haha. okay. off i go! ((:

went to see kitty again ((:

2008-12-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

heys!. today went to see kitty again.
now its name is ting tong maca dang dang! LOL.
doesn't sounds like a girl's name ((:
okay. haha. den took a few pics. and the cat is CUTE de lah.
dunno why sandy scared of it.
haha.l funny part is when alex reached e cat bit him alr. ._.

hehe. pictures! ((:

someone extra. ._.

seems the cat really dun care about alex.LOL.

its new collar! cute lah (:

By the way! if anyone sees this red bottomed shoe (w/o e extra small strap) pls tell me!!

thanks a lot ((:

*wow! so not wad i expected.

you are totally diff frm e one i knew you last time..

or perhaps only now i realised?

disappointed luh. but thanks for letting me seeing this side of you..

the cutest kitten on earth! (:

2008-12-14T06:03:00.002-08:00

omg! haha. super cute pics to update! (:

i fell in love with a kitten. haha.

the first time we met was under 709 at chong pang! ((:

but, sad to say, happiness doesn't last long.

my mum din like it. plus, i dun like big cats.

unless it forever stay as a kitten? LOL.

but over this 1.5 short but sweet days,

we had the most unforgettable memories of our lives! ((:

and here they are!

it loves to sleep! (:

my bed! (:

SLEEP! ._.

when i woke up. haha. xD

SLEEP AGAIN!

its like pig lor. wun even move when i moved it.LOL.

got many other more! but i dunno whr i put it. :D

haha. but! its super tiring to clean its AHEM! ._.

my gosh, its smelly de lo. ._.

haha. but i still miss it alot. in e end had to part to it.

haha, to its new owner wutong! take care of it ((:

i love kitty! <33

the cutest kitten on earth! (:

2008-12-14T06:03:00.000-08:00

2008-12-10T23:46:00.000-08:00

hehheh. the photos of JJ and kaymie [finally i spelled it correctly.LOL.] ! (:

dunno when can go see them again ):

Kaymie goes shopping (:

and i'm just back from chalet.

sad thing is, we din take much pictures ):

haha. but at least got 7. LOL. haha.

there you go!

look at what er yu's doing. LOL.

end of chalet ((:

2008-12-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to ZiYi and YiHan! (:

haha. feels so wierd. now all my friends older than me! omg.

i'm like turning 15 soon den sandy keep reminding me she turning 16 soon.

*faints* how i wish i can choose my birthday.

den i put 1st of jan! haha. so cool lor. ._.

anyway! i met a cute dog called jayme! haha.

haha. super loveeee her! lol. den JJ kept finding her. haha.

lets recall wad JJ looks like.. again! haha

CUTE RIGHTT? :DD

haha. if only if only.. can bring him to chalet. (:

sandy u better see this! haha.

maby i still got hope. xD

got alot pics of JJ and Jayme! tml den update! xD

currently looking for jobs. ):

okay. think i going to sleep le.

very early ._.

nvm, good night peeps! :)

2008-11-29T05:19:00.000-08:00

hehe. back frm australia ((:
haha. i missed australia! but missed singapore mroe in someways. (:

the first day, actually was super boring.
cause everyone was super tired frm e 7hrs
flight and our eyelids were closing. haha.
but still went to an island called tangalooma
and went to some sort of a desert. super sunny..
and sand kept getting into my face. ._.
then at night have dolphin feeding!
but din go cuz water was cold and fraid e dolphins
would bite. ._.
in the end, stayed for a night! :D

second day, went wine testing and shopping only.
i could not participate in wine testing as i'm
considered M18. zzz. so drank fruit juice! :D
to me, its super boring there lahs.
but to them its called relaxing. ._.

third day ley,hot air ballooned. ._.
had to wake up at 3am! omg. dat's sg's 1am. ._.
i think you all still sleeping like logs. :D
and everyone was like zombies dat day. ._.
i din like it dat much cuz the fire's making
my skin melt. ._.
then on e balloon, saw a mum kangaroo and its child.
haha. when e baby saw us it immediately went into e
pouch. haha. super cute lah.
aft dat, we went dream world.
met a lot kangaroos! omg. they are like so cute lah!
suddenly find smth v funny. in australia got 20plus kangaroos
jumping around den people see le like nothing.
even can feed and hug. haha.
in singapore, people see one kangaroo will shout
like they see gold. very funny lah. =.=
i tried to search for its pouch but cannot find.
._. i think the kangaroo muz think i'm nuts. haha.
theen went to hug koala and take pic! AHHH KOALA CUTE TTM! :D
the koala very tired den the eyes closing..
poor thing uh. animals still hav to work. haha.
then went swimming.. the wave pool dere is
10000x better than sg's one :D
den went harris. haha.
saw a book this big!

4th day, went movie world. haha.
nothing much but alot cartoons. and i longed
for TOM and JERRY but it nvr came out. ):
at least got go to aussie farm aft dat. (:
kangaroos again! this time they are more active ahs. haha.
but no girls. den no pouch for me to find ._.
and the koalas there are much more lazier..
all sleeping! den my mum shouted and woke some. :X
at night went to rainforest to find glow-worms.
very boring. just some worms who hav light at
their bottoms. ._. plus it was raining so din enjoy. ):

4th day! went bee farm (super bee)
but dunno why there was a parrot there. haha.
and it kept saying "wad's your name?"
haha. aft dat i found a queen bee! but it was quite small.
i expected it to be very long. ._.
aft dat, went tropical fruit world! haha.
plucked alot macadamia nuts and spent a long time
cracking them. haha. there were kangaroos too!
but they very anti social..
out of like 20 plus kangaroos only 2 came to
us and let us feed them. haha.
then i saw an emu! and kept arguing w/ my mum.
cuz she kept saying it was an ostrich. ._.
it was pitiful lah. cuz no one dared to feed the emu. ._.
then fed the horse. but not for long. cuz it kept drooling. ._.

5th day!
came back to singapore!
hahas. watched beverly hills chihuahua!

and it was super cute! haha.

suddenly think dat german sheperds(i think e
spelling's wrong ._.) are cool!
haha. but still dun like chihuahua. ._.
now super looking forward to marley and me!

PICTURES TIME! (:

[the pics are all jumbled up ): ]

dun ignore me! >D

i think e koala falling asleep :X

cute kids!

landing ):

lots and lots of houses (:

blowing hot air into it (:

inflating it (:

p.s. the small book is like twilight like that ._.

PIG.!

cute lil' lamb (:

liddat also can sleep. haha.

happy dinning (:

tweety bird!

spot meiling here! (:

baby tiger. (:

if only singapore's tigers are liddat. :D

dun look like tiger.. like domestic cat ((:

stand also can sleep. ._.

resting (:

dun think Y! haha.

on e hot air balloon ((:

feeding time!

mum and her kids.!

this one v cute!

keep on flapping bah (:

SHORT necks (:

if only they were closer. there would be a heart! (:

i would follow you wherever you go (:

nice rite? :D

look into the phone!product! ((:

haha. like lovers liddat.

sweet (:

joey (:

cute lil lamb (:

i like this kangaroo!

omg! the kangaroo dropped alot fur!

eat until sleep ._.

special thanks to sandy . meiling . shermin . benjamin . weikiat for sending!
loves! (:

last postt before i go off ((:

2008-11-21T04:25:00.000-08:00

HEHE! tml i'll be going to see kangaroos and koalas~ (jingen see this!) ((:
but i still haven pack my luggage. ):
but nvm. tml surely hav time (:
AND! i SHALL ride a kangaroo and take a picture back. haha.
believe me, i will de. xD
been so lazy to update.
but i'm glad i started doing housework! (:
super happy. haha. i hope its not temporary. xD
how i wish kangaroos could be kept as pets!
if only..
i gonna miss my friends very much!!!
6 days straight and i gonna be w/o them..
wonder how to pass e days.. ):
hahs. dinner time! time to eat pies xD
drool bah. haha.
bye earthlings. ((:

WAIT WAIT! take one test 1st ((:
{took it frm guiting's blog }}

Name 20 people.
At the end of this survey, choose 10 people to tag.
Name the people before reading the questions.

RANDOM order:
1 jane ( *SMILES* I WAN MACARONI CHEESE! )
2 shiqi ( ice cream forever (: )
3 sandy( si- ** - ** LOL.)
4 jing en (PAUUU!)
5 malin (potato! :D )
6 Jingle (ling ling long long ) xD
7 alex (dirty minded guy.LOL)
8 benjamin ( switch on lights LOL )
9 er yu ( croc? )
10 guiting (EVA!)
11 Kang Yiao! (:
12 jeremy NG! ( xiao hai zi )
13 dolly (mehhh :D )
14 ant.LOL.
15 hui yi! (:
16 meiling ( smile more! ((: )
17 fiona ( gees. i better not say. =x )
18 Kuan ( my ai dong gua! =x)
19 Bilian! (:
20 yu han! (:

Q1 What is your relationship with 14? {ant}
good friends :D

Q2 Do you love 6? {jinglee}
yeah! loads manss (:

Q3 Did you see 13 naked before? {Dolly}
No. girls mah. nothing different. LOL.

Q4 How did you know 5? {Malin}
the first day of school and i was thrilled when i found out she lived e block next to me x)

Q5 Is 9 a girl or a boy? {Eryu}
ermmmmmmmmmmm.. boy (: [ no offence for e long emmm.. LOL. ]

Q6 Is 7 your best friend? {alex}
yah. goes w/o saying ((:

Q7 How old is 18 last year? {kuan}
Fourteen lor. haha. but she looks ten xD

Q8 What is 12's full name? {jeremy}
Jeremy NG jian hong (: never mature one, not even in a hundred years. LOL.

Q9 Did you kiss 17 before? {fiona}
hahs. nope but i will (: hahaha. becareful ley xD

Q10 Can 4 be in a relationship with you? {pauuu}
hah. can. den i';; ROLL w/ her.LOL. hope pau dun see this. ltr my head grow pau. ._.

Q11 Who does 2 always hang out with? {shiqi}
Meiling and fiona dey all. (:

Q12 What school does 10 goes to? {guiting}
AISS lor. haha. asking e obvious. LOL. sits in front of me at times ley! ((:

Q13 What is 11's telephone number? {kang yiao}
haha. ask him urself. xD

Q14 What did 1 tell you that you always remember? {janeee}
oh die. bu fang bian. ._. " dun b*t* my blablabla" LOL. hope jane dun say ah. ltr i paiseh. =.=

Q15 Are you very close to 15? {huiyi}
to me its a yes ((: hahas. besties for 2 years and counting on ((:

Q16 What is the very special thing that you like about 3 the most? {sandy}
she taller den can lie on her shoulder. haha. [ in the past! now so short le. ._. haha. sandy u din see anything!]

Q17 What do you hate about 8 the most? {benjamin}
entering the kitchen, cutting and colouring. most imptly, waste electricity! jkjk. haha. also another cannot mature one. LOL.

Q18 If people say bad things about 16. What will you do? {meiling}
show that its not true cuz i dun find any ((:

Q19 What do you hate about 20? {yuhan}
smile v little at.... haha. xDD smile more lahhh. ((:

Q20 What language does 19 speaks in? {bilian}
chinese? LOL.

10 people please take this test ((:

time to pack luggage! nights ((:

* i dun understand why things are like that..
first her, now you.. is there really friends forever?
maby people do change..
but i tried to pull you back and the rope snapped..
the other one pulling at e other end is stronger bah.
i guess i juz hav to give up..

DOTS.!

2008-11-11T07:00:00.000-08:00

bored to death!~
hahs. ytd went jing en house and saw this cat sleeping.
and was really bored so i woke her up. =x
fed her one "fry" and sat there for 5 mins.
den she still haven eat ):

haha. in e end cant be bothered. xD

anyway, took e test frm jingen's blog.
den the results abit funny. =.= but some quite true :DD

it reads:

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didn't actually "see the writing", we can't tell if she actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so... she has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood.( not true! ._. )

Clara has withdrawn into herself. She is reserved and shows her feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress. Clara is an introvert. She makes decisions based on logic, therefore she is rarely impulsive. She doesn't find any need for expressing her emotions. In fact, she probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. She has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for her to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Clara; it is difficult for them to really know how Clara feels.

The first time someone angers Clara, she probably will not say anything to that person at that time. However, she will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to her until she cannot hold her emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Clara will cloud up and rain all over them. And she will never regret telling someone off, because she knew what she was saying the entire time. She won't impulsively tell someone off.

Emotional stories will not sway Clara. She thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on her.

Clara needs space and time alone. She will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Clara doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Clara is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past. (v wierd ah..)

Clara is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Clara learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Clara is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

Clara's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Clara that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Clara also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Clara is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Clara's self-concept is artificially low. Clara will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Clara to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Clara is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.

Clara has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Clara has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Clara fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Clara has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Clara just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Clara finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

JINGEN'S party! :D

2008-11-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU JING EN! :D

for letting us hav such a fabulous party.

hahas. and the food is nice! :DDDDDDDDDDD

especially cereal prawns. haha.

in the course of typing this, i'm being bitten by mosquitoes. ._.

okay no link. haha.

i hope you enjoyed yourself and let this be the best birthday you've ever had. xD

hmm. photos time! :D

Thanks for the memories you've given me. (:

always kept in my heart. hahs.

the memoirs of PAU and CAT! :DD

haha. most imptly..

I MISS JING EN! x))

*i realised a friend could make one tear..

i dunno why this's happening..

maby i let go of e one and only chance?

is there really no way to get it back?

i could onli see you walking away each time..

i tried my best but it isn't working..

i really dunno wad to do..

is giving up e only way?

i miss my friend ):

PARTY'S TML (:

2008-11-04T07:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGEN! x)
hahs. jing en finally grow up le (:
i wanna say alot to you!
haha. tml'll be e day (:
still left jeremy ng! haha still small kid. :D

2008-11-02T20:59:00.000-08:00

a few days back went to visit wu lao shi's daughter, YI JING! (:
she's super cute leh. haha. and wun cry de. perhaps next time we shall go again (:
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today went to airport to see jingle, jowell and thee otherss who went to perth! (:
i super envious of them. haha. cause can see kangaroo!
i wan to sit on one but they keep telling me its not possible ):
ah so siian. nvm, next time if got chance i must see one kangaroo myself (:
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haiyah. the school system really "ROCKS" .
omg. its like tearing us apart luhs.
i dowan to leave my class and my friends..
its inevitable that we will drift apart from each other somehow..
i dun wan that to happen but nothing could salvage the situation now.
)))))))))))))))))))))):
SANDY!
haiz. really hate to leave 3e2..
u're e onli e5 girl that's with me already.
i cant imagine what next year will me like.
me alone in a class with all the people i don't know?
i hope that wont happen.
i'll nvr regret taking this combination cuz at least we've one year (:
haha. and our exams end early too xD
we've approximately 2 mths left..
i hope we can cherish it uhs. (:
i wonder how its gonna be like eoy 09'
maby its much much more hurting. haha.
but nvm muz brace ourselves up (:
♥ LOVES!
*just rmb, i'll always be there.
probs are popping up these few days..
its just the way we face it..
dun expect everything to be shi quan shi mei..
there're bound to be obstacles.. but its part of our journey..
must be brave! and cheng xia qu.
i onli hope you can be back to the old you.. my friend (:

UPDATE OF PHOTOS! :DD

2008-10-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

ZOO with sandy! ♥s
monkey with ear phones? LOL.
tortoise (:

take a bow! (: ( take a jing en xD )

Things are clearer up here ((((((: LOL.
The statues are abit obscene. =x

Erm.. ._.

A fish called er yu? LOL.
very cute ah! :D
sleeping? o.0
It's eyes looks like Edward's (:
hello! (:
PUI! xD
happy family (:
WHITE tiger (:
how far a full grown tiger can jump :D
how far we can jump.LOL
LOL.

over but not exactly over? ):

2008-10-15T04:58:00.000-07:00
oh sian!
i thought exams were over but suddenly thought of O'level SPA! ):
spoiler leh. haha.
wish its faster over.
haiyoh. today was the getting back of results and many cried ):
haha. to Sandy and Moon and people out there:
replace your tears with a smile! (:
haha. tml got dance! (((((:
dunno why suddenly so happy. LOL.
must be mad. haha. malin's still sleeping on my bed.
hahaha. very pig. :x okay. dun think wai. we're NOT les. =x
i'm now looking forward to....

looks very nice (((:
i'm super hungry now ): okay. dinner time! bye (:

happy! (:

2008-10-09T08:47:00.000-07:00
haha. today went to celebrate FIONA and KANGYIAO's birthday! (:
was very fun. haha. but cant finish e cakes. ):
hmmm. went junction 8 to watch..
its super funny ley ._. plus sick..
no wonder er yu said "this one PG meh?"
lol. super sick sia. but very funny. haha! okay.
went to search for contacts but none of e shops i went sell pair by pair.
zzz! guess tml hav to wear expired contacts. haha.
i muz pray hard wun hav eye infection (:
and tml i'm going grandma's house! hahaha.
super long nv see her (:
hahas. and i got ECLIPSE from fiona! hahaha.
i know i'm slow as quite a lot hav read e whole series. haha.
bookworm is back alr (:
gotta go read it now. byes. (:
*someone spoiled it. again.
i'm just so unlucky.. *

2008-10-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER! :D
omg. i'm like siao alr. hahaha. all the fun is coming! (:
anyway, zikry happy birthday! (:
now can go shopping le :D
later going to sandy's ahma hse to see JJ! omg. missed him so much.
lets recall how he looked like..
JJ is cute! x3
okay. got to go already! haha. :D

cute video! (:

2008-10-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

see this! super funny (:

2008-09-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to CHANG and BRIAN! ((:
haha. today celebrated deir birthdays and the cakes are nice! (:
hmmm. dunno why but it seems like friendship probs are very frequent..
i want to tell a kid named Ng! , just follow your heart!
haha. if he sees this i'm gonna get a scolding. =.=''
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went to NAP today! haha
it looks like poly is super different from secondary school. haha
have a sudden urge to go poly! (:
i saw a chocolate fountain at NAP!
how i wish i could bring it home ):
in the end, it was super fun! haha.
i'm looking forward to tml cos its my AHMA's birthday ((:
haha. nights people!
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*how i wish tears could be controlled like switches (:
i know e verdict's set aand i could onli think about it.
i wanna turn back time..
*I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

i need to concentrate! ):

2008-09-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

aiyoh. can someone teach me how to concentrate?
i like study a while den do other things alr.
how i wish i'm in a room with 4 walls facing me onli den can study (:
and why muz this happen during exam time..
i guess its my fault. i cant control my what i'm thinking too..
hmmm. today was sleepy (:
but i'm glad dat i've found a way to forget troubles!
JUST KEEP LAUGHING! haha. but its onli temporary ):
but nvm, at least it lessen the pain.
i hope after exams dere are no more troubles anymore (:
hahaha. okay. i gonna keep smiling alr.
stress will onli giv me panda eyes. haha.
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* i'm plain stupid. i should have think more.. i knew its gonna hurt but i din't care.
i think i'm just numb. how i wish u din't exist. we're going to be friends forever ((:

postpone EOY ley (:

2008-09-16T09:56:00.000-07:00

argh sian!
these few days is all about not enough time left to revise ):
how i wish can postpone eoy till like a few more weeks after?
haha. but i now thinking about all e trips alr!
guess i'm too excited. lol.
i miss thailand and my granny ):
but nvm! its her bdae this sat (:
haha. i bought a pooh bear for her which is like abit wierd..
LOL. haha. but a kid told me "its the tot dat counts" (=x no offence uh.)
i really dunno wad AhMas like. ~.~
haha. okay. enough of thinking alr. i'm gonna get back to sleep!
haha. nights and pooh dreams (:
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* u spoiled everything. its not the same now.. *

2008-09-14T09:05:00.001-07:00

just reached home. hehe.
just now went to celebrate LF and somehow celebrated alex's birthday (:
haha. we were like siao ginas taking fire crackers and chasing him. LOL.
was quite shocked dat he was afraid of them. haha. but in e end we had fun! (:
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i'm glad things gotten better (:
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lantern festival! (: p.s. the pictures are not organised. =x

2008-09-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

bonfire! (:

Birthday boy. (CHANG-e) the start of it all (:
happy birthday alex (:
a heart (:
lighting alex's "candles"

malin is madd. (:
all e candles alex had to blow out (:

hello. (:

2008-09-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

haha. i guess i cant keep my fingers away from e comp for too long (:
but, just very tired. haha.
i miss one friend of mine ):
just discovered that we've shu yuan alot alot..
3 years of friendship..
those times we chatted on e phone till late at night..
and you are a nice listener (:
but, as time goes by, we talk less, meet less..
our gap widened..
mostly its my fault as i did not try to prevent this gap..
you've find your group of friends and i'm happy for u (:
you are a very good friend.. one who puts her friends infront of herself..
haha.. i dun like sec3! shouldnt' hav seperate classes.. ):
but i'm glad dat i've such a nice friend like u (:

outdated pictures ((:

2008-09-10T07:52:00.001-07:00

blog hibernating ((:

2008-09-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.
my blog's gonna go into a deep long sleep ((:
EOY is coming! haha. have to bury my head in books everyday alr )):
but nvm! i looking forward to aft exams whr all e fun comes (:
hahaha. the sad thing is, i've got some abstinence for this mth ):
@ new moon!
@ WALL.e
@ computer
@ movie-ing.
i wonder if i can survive it. ~.~
i got a feeling i gonna break some of these "rules"
its getting late alr. my eyes are barely opening. -.-
byebye! ((:

(:

2008-09-02T06:06:00.001-07:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY LEEKUAN!
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hehheh. just reached home (:
think of all the homework i needa do and
i wish i could make time stop (:
hah. just now went out to buy dance's things
and went amk hub.
saw one guy who wore green tight pants and burst out laughing. (:
hmmm. think Y abit will know why le. LOL.
malin is SUPER LAME.
i onli tap the ez-link card abit harder den she
like 吃错药 liddat. =x
i was like super paiseh.
i think today need to wash brain alr (:
hmmm. gotta get back to homework le! (:

HEYHOHEY!

2008-09-01T08:30:00.000-07:00
heyhohey!
ytd just went to watched star wars with GuiTing, Dolly, Jingle, Ben and ErYu
and i think its not suitable for me.
partly its bcos too animated. haha. and other movies are all either
not nice or watched.
wanted to watch money not enuf but left 4 seats.
haha. also its bcos we wanted to qian1 jiu4 one kid. ~.~

hahs. more suitable for a tiger ehs. opps.
haha. i rather watch WALL.E !!
i haven even watched e movie and i think i'm falling in love
with it le ((:
its so damn cute!
how i wished it was alive. hahaha.
i'll fly to get it. haha.
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today was super boring.
went mark and cip.
also din know why i went cip.
haha. i think i go there be stone onli.
hmmm. i think i really dun like kids.
hahas. i think i'm getting broke alr ):
just spent $20 today and i din even knew where it went. ~.~
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